2001-08-04 - 3:10 a.m.

One is able to assimilate the chemical [tetrahydrocannabinol] - used previously in a different context - into a kind of nouveau-aestheticism.

The agent is aware of a certain elasticity inherent in music. Rather than the content being intrinsic to the unveiling of specific notes, the meaning becomes relative, in an Einsteinian fashion. Sound wave properties, as well as the unified whole of musical inferrence is contingent upon one's mental conceptualisation. Thus a constant fluctuation is born; nuance within the piece allows reiterations of the intended musical deliverance.

An entirely new existential fabric is revealed. Different substrata emerge among the layers of finite, daily, mundane human perception. What is accessed? Some kind of slight; a bifurcation, perhaps, leading to subjective revival.

Driving.. one notices each car is an individual cocoon. We await metamorphosis [death, spiritual transcendence, etc], and are busying ourselves in the meantime with the daily nonsense, with filtered metaphysical perception, with ego obsession, with blocked communication; lost amidst the perennial wet dream of capitalism. My life's for lease. The newfound consciousness is what led us astray of Eden. Departed from the biochemical paradise - we built this all, that which surrounds us. Confined by our own petty self-preservation; by the necessities of a postmodern "technological" age. Convinced that this all in reality defines human existence.

Related haiku:

Humans in cocoons

seeking transfiguration

he awaits rebirth.