2001-08-29 - 6:13 p.m.

The set-up in my car was completely misaligned. I need to pull over.

So I find the first available place and of course.. wind up in an airport terminal. Caught amidst the chaotic frenzy...

I need to get out, escape, escape!

And I'm driving once again.. law enforcement is everywhere; the ratio of cops to citizenry seems equal. Paranoia was quite acute seeing that I had illegal paraphenelia.

Suddenly I'm walking.. searching, never finding. I run into Josh and he asks me about the Autechre show:

"hey! how was Hollywood??"

"err.. i didn't go"

"Well.. she's quite the amazing musician."

She?? I was confused.

So I'm watching movies, quite blissful until a Satanic monster, in dragon form, taunts me.

Quite the spooky voice, rivaling the exorcist..

"You put faith in Christ. haha! See the power of negation" and etc. but jesus, was I fucking terrified.

I felt empathy though, because the dragon went back to his nest and had to feed his children.. and the whole process was quite... humane. that's it: humane. Their father might have been Beelzebub in dragonic glory, but they still felt instinctual tenderness. Aww!!

They showed off firebreathing skills and papa was impressed..

and i was left alone as always spouting off nonsensical rambles, hoping it wasn't falling upon deafened ears but quietly realising I was merely lip-synching to myself. devoid of meaning.

as always.