2001-10-04 - 8:46 p.m.

aah. so, newly developed negativity has bled into my nightmares... a continuous theme of murder or genocide or emotionless apathy.

TERRIFYING.......

biological implosion: a weekend of fasting that coincided with a constant drunken haze. Hangovers: unimaginable. The body is still rejecting itself.

That's ok. would you mind donating your cells?

UNNECESSARY FLESH!

Psilocybin journey: Paralleling Qabalistic wisdom, forgotten wonderment, realizations of how astray I've become...

and how efficiently marketable.

I'm sick. Fasting is relief. Food is illness.

I don't need help though.

adieu [_________________] <-insert wit