2001-11-08 - 5:46 p.m.

Currently: functioning on nearly 1/2 gram of caffeine. Well along the course of implosion. The muscles, bones and sinews slowly erode.

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George Bush: our president. He constructed a speech tonight, consisting of a null set. "America is the greatest nation.... Earth... etc... no threats... cowboys, Indians, manifest destiny." Responded with hearty cheers, patriotic applaud. Thank you oh Lord.

Half Chaotic impulse, half Logos domination. My neuroelectric network is amusing me right now, at 5000RPM. And that's all right. It's perfectly acceptable to me. I hope you have no qualms, and etc. Correct?

I beseech thee.

Dreams: I've been committed in numerous dreams. Yet my rental car, the quaint and European designed Ford Focus provided salvation. The psychiatrists were completely powerless. And I had my way with the Gaian concubines.

All accompanied by the frying of my cells, induced by the hellsent fever.

God: speaking vicariously to me via Einstein. Well hello sir! He was thoroughly amused by my suffering. Albert's eyes expanded, increasing with speed each successive second, telling me:

YES, I know. He'd seen what was being presented to me... Yes, the dilation corresponds to understanding..Cosmic empathy. Interpretation unveiled between the lines - and an inanimate object sprung to life........ yet within that moment the fever and agony escaped....

..to be replaced by the bliss of

NOTHINGNESS.