2002-03-14 - 11:03 p.m.

Climb the rungs and be greeted by the Golden Disc.

TEXT DOESN'T DO THIS JUSTICE; the ECSTACY of the moment!

Every second Ours, every occurrence permeated by IHVH Yah Wehhhhhhhhhh.............

"holy the hallucinations"

What I saw in the mirror..... [being] the archetypal Me. My lack of understanding was the actual thrill -

My friend, together we forged the tetrahedron.

The trinity of 37 66 65; the swords Pierce, we are beginning to bleed into the SIX...........

I sliced my finger deeply, to an artery. I could feel my heart beating via the end of my finger. I thought I would faint, but I didn't; the pain was transmuted to bliss when I realized I was alive without my body -

Love always, your son. Our father, which art in.... Every wind leaves its imprint on me. A light is turned on and I feel sickened.... I realize it's because I am not bathed in My light, that of the Sun.. Heaven shield me from the electron beacon, from the artificial lightshow illuminating only that part of us that would destroy itself from within. It is daylight still; turn the lights off. being cut off from communicating with my Parents, what I derive from, the Cosmic Egg of which I am embodied in, causes me to become a sickly and broken creature. We, as the fallen Seraph feel within our cells, and souls our call, our draw to the elements that ushered us from the Light.. that fed us the life-sustaining Fruit of the Tree of Life.

I see the hexagram imposed on all, the smell of Nitrogenous Earth, my mother;

I was born inside [it].

And, Also; Hail DexGen Pharmaceuticals.