2002-03-23 - 12:37 a.m.

I dreamt of.. I think it was the letter A. I saw Aleph floating around...

A woman was writing on a chalkboard and pointed out: "This is Ain Soph."

Idiocy is so poignant to me!

Also, I was with punk rockers who amazingly owned a private jet. I ran outside to hand one of them an item he'd forgotten. he was grateful, in fact he loved me

Later dreams.. a man was attempting to steal my car. I used the Voice, and continued to use it until the sounds reverberated for 5 or 6 seconds. It really freaked him out. I felt like Merlin and asked him in that bass vibrato:

"Do you know who I am??" He was terrified. I was laughing hysterically within my thoughts because I'm not any more important, or truly different, than anyone. He and his friend attempted to kill me with a bulldozer or some similar device....

But Jess and I were at Wal-Mart. He advised that I should buy really cheap, tacky outfits and sell them on ebay. apparently that was the latest rage. I could really use money so I went for it....

My sister used to be in my dreams a lot, mostly to scoff at how moronic I acted. I remember, in elementary school, there was no greater thrill than acting like a complete buffoon. Especially because it annoyed those "gifted" children of whom I was grouped with. little do they know i am a complete idiot. this fact comforts me

I never see my sister anymore, and I don't dream of her. One day, I dreamt that Gabe A. (LAN h4x02) told me the algorithm that explained everything via an Instant Message. He said it would manifest as an endless Deja vu. He transmitted this, of course, after the deja vu I felt. In the dream, or perhaps it was me reflecting on it, I told him about it and he was really surprised (this was ego-Gabe's reaction) but intrinsically he knew it happened. It occurred to me that it wasn't a dream at all; that it was the angel Gabriel speaking to me.