2003-01-25 - 9:29 p.m.

Mind winged

And so I was in a house, dreaming of a giant house. The door was open, shadows dancing I go to see who it is.. who could it be at this hour? I realise it's a few figure skaters.. there is an ice skating rink for my front yard? A person tells me "Oh yes, it's just the skaters, they come every now and then."

I'm in my room. Jay appears. Hi jay! i touch his hand. I remember that I owed him money. I place marijuana in a small bowl - it's my offering bowl. I bow, offering my everything to him. He accepts and inhales - breathe me in, what is the taste? I inhale as well. Suddenly I am in the hallway, my body begins rising and there is a sensation of Utter Movement, the entire universe dissolving and expanding, and I am without a body and empty, clear space. Stay a few minutes before lazily and joyfully returning to my body

Days spent in San Francisco again, joy in streets. Atoms vibrating

I dreamt again, I was driving, my eyesight began to fail and I slipped into schizophrenia. which was overwhelming sensory input, and my brain unable to process or decipher it. so I slipped deeper into it, "please I need to find someone" and I had broken into someone's car so I could have the heat on, since I had no home and was shiverring cold