2003-05-19 - 12:02 p.m.

Faerie visited me again last night...

but a few nights ago:

dreamt i was walking around a neighborhood, looking for someone to do homework with..... unsuccessful

Flash to a father, looking through his son's stuff. He finds a small loaf of wheat bread... breaks it open. It is stained with a dark, greenish substance. He is curious, and decides to taste it....

A small trollish creature, beneath a tree that is outside the boy's room, runs up and looks inside.. his plans are foiled!! He had planted the substance for the boy; the boy had been breaking thru to the other realms.. So the troll, always with a small element of laughter in him, runs away, having failed

Last night: I was floating for a while.. the levitation came so naturally. Went to check out a new movie..

Came across her again.. the faerie. She had very short hair, looked like Jorun. I recognized her!! She has visited me before, in other dreams.. I kissed her...

She vanishes, then comes back again. devilish smile on her face... She had such a "real" dimension, much moreso than characters in my dream.s.. That feeling was so strikingly familiar. who AREYOU?? I keep asking. Where???? I touched her face and she expanded, growing into space then disappeared

(always an element of spritelike laughter)

Animal spirits in dreams... A tiger, lethal, everyone avoiding him... Later, in a field, everyone sensing coming wolves.. the wolves came and we SCRAMMED all hiding in buildings.. where did all the wolves come from??

Later, i saw Caprice sitting in a diner, having a drink, tired after work, wearing work attire... She saw me, smiled and talked to me... Everything dissolved and we reappeared, now others were talking to her and she was unaware of my presence.. I kept talking to her but she couldnt hear

I just laughed...

DO YOU DARE?!??!