2005-03-16 - 2:26 p.m.

Working at a Music & Film Library.

Put on Beethoven's No. 9... always makes me think of the movie Immortal Beloved....... that maddened one prouncing about hearing music everywhere he went. Eventually lying in that pond and even the celestials were singing along - not the music HE wrote but the music Coursing thru him from Above... A channeling

Also makes me think of Alex from CLOCKWORK. FUNNY how these movies are this ever-playing soundtrack or mindscape played inside your dreamt of days ---- daze --- or what have you - thought of him yelling out NO NOT LUDWIG VAN!! Because oh, the beauty is Rapturous of those notes